The Rantings of Quadius

The intention of this blog is to give an accounting of what transpires in the life of an average high-level (C2-3) quadriplegic. Since this is a journal, many of the posts are not related to paralysis per se, but are simply meant to show my particular way of thinking. Some of my views have been tempered by the quadriplegia from which I suffer, while others have remained unchanged. I will try to highlight the differences.

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Name: Quadius
Location: Tampa, Florida

Although inhibited by physical challenges, I am most assuredly not constrained in matters of the heart and mind. I am first of all honest with good morals and values. I am not extremely shy and with the right person my sense of humor flourishes. I have an eclectic bevy of interest, but foremost among them is my passion for meeting people of all walks of life and engaging in intelligent conversations.

Monday, May 28, 2007

A brief respite

I probably will not be on here very much over the next few weeks.
I am going to be concentrating on reading and blogging in Spaces. So, if you want to check out what's going on, go to my other blog.
Best wishes.
Billy

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Need to read a little more

I am probably not going to be blogging on here as much as I would like, as I am going to try to start reading more than I have been. I am seriously considering reading some Lovecraft and possibly some old Roman biographies. It has been difficult for me to find a decent novel that I really want to read, but hopefully I will fly one shortly.

As for my health, and doing well. I am planning on going to a party tomorrow and can't wait to see all of my friends.

Friday, May 18, 2007

No good titles in my mind right now

There is so much I would love to write about, but I don't want to bore everyone with my political views about all of the crap which is going on in our world right now, so I'll stick with the trivial today. Since I have quite a few personal things which I am juggling around, I will attempt to make an entry tomorrow so I can get a few things off my chest.
I am feeling great and emotionally doing much better than I was a few days ago. My day could have gone better, but in the end it turned out okay. I woke up at 7:30 a.m. this morning to the doorbell ringing. That is usually the sign of a bad day coming, but I wasn't going to let it if I could help it. It goes without saying that I'm not going to answer the door so early in the morning or have anyone else answer it, therefore, I decided I would just lay back and relax for a little while. All of a sudden I hear a strange noise outside my window. My senses are piqued and my entire journal and system goes in the hyperdrive when I see someone walking along the perimeter of my screen in an enclosure. I reach for the sip-n-puff with my mouth are used to dial 911 if this person actually tries to enter the enclosure, but finally my heart rate finally slows down when I realize it is the exterminator. Whew! I take a few deep breaths trying to make sure that my heart is fully extracted from my throat and pushed back into my chest where it belongs. You must keep in mind that when I am in bed I have a rather limited perspective of what is going on around me, so it is even that much more scary when things like this happen outside of my view. It can be downright petrifying.
Knowing that I'd be up for a few minutes after a shock like that, I decided to turn on the television and possibly drift off to the sound of the Military History Channel, so I could get a few more hours sleep before I got started with the process of getting up. I'm a late riser and do most of my work late in the afternoon and evening (although, most people think it's night by their standards). Anyway, just after I turned the television on I heard my stupid alarm systems start to chirp. It had done this the previous night and I knew that my battery was low, but my brother was able to reset it so that I could sleep through the night. Something like a perpetual chirping noise always occurs whenever I don't have someone in the house to rectify the problem, and this was one of those mornings where I didn't have anyone around. Just figures! This incessant noise was driving me bananas and all I could do was turn the television up to try to drown it out as much as possible. Imagine something chiming every 30 seconds and not being able to do much about it, not even close a door or leave the general area. Now you understand my predicament. It is definitely beyond frustrating.

A little later in the morning my sister-in-law decided to bestow me with her presence, so I immediately put her to work trying to figure out how we could stop this incessant mind rattling, noise. Unfortunately, she was unable to locate the power source and I ended up calling a neighbor to see if he could shut it off. I have had experiences with my previous alarm system and know full well all you have to do is disconnect the battery and unplug the power source. Thankfully, Ron, my neighbor was not busy and came over right away. He, like me, thought it would be a very simple matter to rectify, only he soon discovered this was definitely not going to be easy to fix. He had absolutely no idea how the system was receiving power. Since he is a handyman and has worked on other peoples alarm systems, I am left in a small state of disillusionment. Will I have to put up with this chirping until I can figure out what the original password is and possibly get a new battery? Once I finally got up in my chair, I quickly search through my old e-mails and found the one where the previous owner has given me the original code. Only, it is not the original code, but a secondary code. Thankfully my brother was able to go get a new battery and $32 later, the system has finally stopped chirping. It is operational, but I can not change the code the previous owner used to one I'm I remember without the old code.
If you're wondering why I didn't simply call the alarm company, it's because they charge $20 to come out and that is only if you sign an extension to your contract. Since I am currently paying month-to-month because my contract ran out, I have the freedom to be able to switch to a more cost effective company whenever I want. If you're under contract, these companies really have you by the short hairs, if you know what I mean?
Well, I'll write more tomorrow or Monday. I hope everyone has an outstanding weekend; I plan on it.
Auf Wiedersehen,
Billy
PS there are a few paragraphs that I noticed were a little confusing and I tried to change the tenses, so there might be tons of mistakes. I was also having a lot of problems with my microphone and my dictation today. Hopefully it's legible.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Don't have a good title right now

I just haven't felt like doing too much lately and I guess it shows in the number of blogs or the lack of them. Hopefully I will get in the mood to do more in very short order. I have quite a bit on my plate over the next few days and usually this gives me an adrenaline rush, which in turn gives me the inspiration to do more.

Friday, May 11, 2007

One of those days

I had actually written out an entire blog about my situation with my ex-wife, but then I felt it was just a little too personal and ended up deleting it. Oh well.
For some reason I haven't felt like getting on here and writing very much and I guess that is evident in my blogs on both sites. I have tried to do several interesting things on my other blog, only to find out it is much more difficult than I originally thought. Sometimes it is quite frustrating and I really do not want to spend the time learning all the intricacies of Spaces.
Man has this been one of those days which I really dread. I didn't feel like doing much of anything and I can't figure out why. For the last 2 1/2 days I have suffered from tremendous amounts of fatigue, but I am hopeful that tomorrow I will feel considerably better. Perhaps I'll get will start reading or something that will give me the enthusiasm which I am normally imbued with. Keep your fingers crossed.
I know one thing I need to do is get back to the core of what I like and that is making sure that I look up words which I do not know, in addition to trying to expand my vocabulary to new horizons. I have around 80 words on one of my e-mail addresses and 75 on another. Of course that doesn't even go into the multitude of pages I had compiled over the last several years I was going to school. Some of the words are so obscure and complicated that most people wouldn't have a clue what they are without looking them up.
One more thing that has me down today is the smoke. I don't like to cry about things, but being virtually trapped in my house is one of those things I really despise. I truly feel for those individuals that are unable to leave their homes for a large part of a year. I used to be like this, but since I realized how much the fresh air means to me and what it does for my Outlook, I have tried to get out as much as possible.
I am going to get going. I probably won't be back for the entire weekend, but who knows?

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

One of those days

It's been one of those days. The ones where I just don't feel like getting much accomplished, no matter how much I have on my plate. I did make a few phone calls and even had a handyman come over to help install a window air conditioner in my office window, but unfortunately we need some additional things in order to get it put in properly.
It is difficult for me to figure out exactly what has me in this mood one day and totally committed the very next. It could just be one of the side effects of SCI (spinal cord injury), fatigue, but I am more likely to believe it is possibly the lack of complete direction. There were difficult days whenever I was going to school, but I was able to quickly kick myself in the butt and get back to work, although now I don't have anything pushing me that strongly. I know I am retired, but I need some sort of a hobby to take up a large part of my time. Maybe I will be able to get a business going one day, however, I really don't have any skills in this particular arena. I know I'm capable of functioning well with any major firm in the human resources Department, but what particular company might hire me just to work at home? I really have no clue.
It is nice and cool today, albeit the smoke from a nearby wildfire definitely has a little hazy and smelly. We really need the rain. It is so bad right now that I would mind if it rained for four or five days in a row, just as long as it doesn't flood anyone out. Well, I'm going to get going for now. I know I haven't written much lately, but I have been busy in other arenas and that in itself is a good thing.

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